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Gods Secret Agent With a Hat as Mask by oudawn praseutsinh

Who am i? i am gods secret agent.with a hat covering my face as a mask.why a hat ?so people wont assume i ahve a halo or maybe im an angel.im no angel,i have sins or maybe horns.where thoughts of my pass sting me like a two cursed thorns.praying and forgiving it all part of the way we should live as a christian.yet i am just trying to fullfill gods given task.i hardly speak due to lack of courage to discribe words.so i speak my mind on page of a blog with my rage of faith immulating verbs.trying to connect,compose,inspirational words that no has ever been heard.as the pages turn on the internet.sometimes being lost with a mistaken click.trying to hit back and refresh but it dissapears like a illussion like a magic trick.as i think of who next should I pick.to speak to, to witness.i am gods secret agent with a hat as a mask.if i can get one person to read their bible god will see me as not of doubt but a source thats really reliable.if i can get a second person to go to church then hopefully god will forgive me of all my sins and wrongs where ive forgotten to repent, all my dirt.if i can get another person to become baptised only to let you realized that god is real and he really does have a good side.but being save doesnt mean your garunted heaven. you were just being nutralized to prepare for the challange.haveing faith in god is a challange ,but you can do it.the power is within.its only hidden.as thoughts,suspends in the hard drive just waiting to load i think shes the one next. she already admires me maybe i can touch her heart mentally.im to shy to do this in real life but for now it serving its purpose.trying to fill you with thought, emotion and ideas of god in your head just letting it linger.questions waiting to be answer.then god finnaly does but only leading to more questions.more questions,questions,questions then answers makes the mind weak of confusing delusion,not reading the bible will not allow you to know about the conclusion. that lies beyond this life we are living.does god really exist or do you know but just you are enjoying sin ,resisting.should we change for the sake of changing or change for the sake of being happy,or for the promise of being saved.or maybe just to rearranging our daily activities in our lives so you wont have to live through so much misery.Misery,is it really that or is the absents of Jesus soul in you that prevent from gaining deliverence,from sins.delivererence,where we'll we go when we are thats stage.to a place where everybody is nice,with no desease and eternal life.Life,what is the purpose of life? some will come to a conclusion that is all about having fun taking t shirts off and just being able to bath in the sun.some will go towards love but for me life is all about god .with god you have everything that reason we are human beings.i am god secrat agent with a hat as a mask.ok i ran out of thoughts and ideas next tiem ill use better words brb lol